Iv'e being on a manga kick lately leading to my collection being expanded upon, and after reading Bakuman I feel inspired to start drawing again to prepare myself for art college 

Gigs

Iv'e finally finished Sixthform so now my life is pretty much stress free and i'm enjoying reading manga and going to work and just seeing my wonderful friends

Gigs booked for winter:
Imagine Dragons
30 Second to Mars and You Me At Six
also Papa Roach
and Jimmy Eat World

Primary School photographs

It was my best friends eighteenth yesterday and looking through some of my old photographs I found some from when we were in primary school and its really a strange feeling to look back and see how we were to how we are now.

Now

Then

Work is making me fat and tired, and instead of revising i've moved onto watching Mad Men as One Tree Hill makes me guilty for not revising.

Things to do:
Ring grandparents
Tidy house before my mam gets back from Thailand
Wednesday: Have my haircut
                    See The Great Gatsby
Friday:Visit Carolanne
           Buy Ashley's birthday present
Saturday: Attend surprise birthday party
Sunday: Call in sick at work
Monday: History A2 exam
Tuesday: Work
Wednesday: Revise
Thursday: Work

Leaving Day photos

Event 002

So today is the day before the last day of Sixthform and i'm really not looking forward to leaving. I really do love my friends from college and will miss them alot, but anyways here's two snaps of me at my psychology dinner at Wetherspoons. Iv'e spent the hardest two years of my life with the majority of these people and will generally miss struggling to understand the concepts of Bowlby and Freud.

Obsession 1- One Tree Hill

To distract me from more revision prep I looked through my Lovefilm instant to find a great show that had a lengthy amount of seasons that could possibly take over my life and the result ended up being One Tree Hill.
Iv'e only watched the first three seasons but iv'e already had around 5 breakdowns and a week of staying up till five in the morning because Brooke and Lucas's relationship drives me insane (but in a good way).
Conclusions- I love Brooke, Lucas can sometimes be a dick but omg Chad Michael Murray, I think Peyton is a great character I don't particularly support the whole cheating thing but shes obsessed with music and art and is just overall a bit of a bad ass, Nayley is perfect and my iPod thanks the overwhelming amount of new music due to the soundtrack.

Episodes which I appreciate
Season 1
Every Night is Another Story
The Search For Something More
Season 2
I Will Dare
The Trick Is To Keep  Breathing
The Heart Brings You Back
Somewhere A Clock is Ticking
The Leavers Dance
Season 3
The Wind That Blew My Heart Away
With Tired Eyes, Tired Minds, Tired Souls, We Slept
I Slept with Someone in Fall Out Boy and All I Got Was This Stupid Song Written About Me

Event 001

I thought I would share the events in my life both past and present so I can look back at this in like a year and see how much of an embarrassing person I am to be around.

Natalie's 18th-
I originally didn't want to go to this birthday party as I only knew around 3 or 4 people but since I had a plus one and Kathleen was available we ended up having a pretty fantastic night with extremely posed photographs to wake up to.

Vodka Redbulls are the devil.
Necklace and Top- Topshop
Jeans- Primark
Shoes- NewLook

Foster the People- Warrant

Final week

The last time I updated I still had to attend Meghan's party which went so terribly bad, I left my I.D in the car and got rejected from Lloyd's while attempting to walk in with the guy I sort of like. I then attempted to phone my dad to drop of my I.D and when he set off again got stuck behind a car accident and wasn't able to get into Durham. This then led me to sit in front of my sixthform which was close by, phone my friend to come and pick me up, be freezing for 2 hours and then end up going to KFC and dropped home by ten, Thank you Nicola you may of saved my life.
It's now my last week of sixthform, and I really am going to miss my friends, iv'e become close to a group of people that are really quite incredible and Tuesdays will never be the same without Taco's. Failing History discussions with Patrick, Long talks about makeup with Megan, general heart to hearts with Sophie and Awkward conversations with Cameron to name a few.
I have two Psychology exams and one History left with a huge party round mine on Saturday i'm honestly so excited about summer and in a good place which I usually am but you know teenage hormones.
I just need to revise for two more weeks, then all I can be concerned about is doing well at my job, hanging out with friends, filling up my Ipod and attempt to read enough books so I can reach my goal of 50 by the end of the year.

POLICA- Lay your cards out

Week

I have somehow almost survived this week I have being constantly busy-
Monday- Sixthform - Gym
Tuesday-Art exam, Stayed round empty grandparents house then did a ton on titles for my Art pages while watching repeats of How I Met Your Mother
Wednesday- Sixthform (I actually attended Tutor) then I got called into work (Mcdonalds) so I did a five hour shift instead on going to the gym
Thursday- Sixthform, alot of frees due to art exams but I attempted revision then went to Newcastle bought MAC lipstick for Megan's 18th, arrived back at Peterlee and got the bus to Blackhall to do the washing up and pick laptop.
Friday- Sixthform, work
Saturday- Work, Megans party
Sunday- Gym, Sauna then off to watch The Evil Dead.

I am exhausted but i'm glad i'm keeping busy I don't mind slobbing around the house but then I feel guilty for not revising so this is probably best.

Posting way too much in a short amount of time

Even though this is my third post in like 12 hours I just have the need to procrastinate from my History and Psychology mindmaps and paragraphs that i should complete for revision. 

However I got up at half eight made it too the gym did an hour workout then sauna and jacuzzi which I  find quite successful. I still have to REVISE get money out for tonight (Natalie's eighteenth) walk to Kathleen's in heels and control myself drink wise which i'm rather good at and do the same all over again but swap the revision for art work.

Howie Day- Be there 

Songs I shouldn't listen too at ten to one in the morning

Gotye- Looking for an easy way out
Natalie Walker- Mars
Does it offend you- Wrong time, Wrong place
JMSN- Fallin
This is quite an upbeat song so its deemed acceptable- The Black Keys- Gold on the ceiling.
Washed Out- You and I

I previously stated that I was obsessed with The Secret Circle, I made a playlist with all of the songs on and even though they are sightly depressive it brings back memories which I can't be bothered to explain because i'm too tired.
On the other hand
I want to get the attention of a boy next week at one of my close friends eighteenths (teenage cleshae) so I will be posting the outfit that I will most likely to buy from Zara.

Me in a post

I suppose since I don't take A Level English this  blog may not be the most articulate or even make sense at most times but since it's mine and the posts are personal workings from my mind I don't really care.
I need an outlet and as there is going to be huge changes in my life soon I had best get a head start before I become an emotional wreck and start acting depressed during the middle of the day or snap at my best friend who I won't see as often.
Deciding not to go to university straight away was the best decision for me, I wasn't sure what to do and once the Foundation course became an option I felt like I could breath when everyone around me had their worries either shown across there faces, or in my friend Thomas's case pushed down deep into denial of the future.
I won't see my best friend everyday which I have being accustomed to since the age of around five. My friends will be in dorm halls going to freshers without me and maybe even replacing me and give the title to someone who they feel deserves it more. (Being a tad melodramatic here)
Writing this while listening to Sharon Van Etten's- We are fine (title of my blog) probably isn't the best idea. The song meant the end of The Secret Circle, a series I was obsessed with and spent most of year 12 summer watching reruns of. I used to cry just thinking of the ending between Faye and Jake and even if the series was cancelled i'm glad it ended then. This now leads me to have a strong love for Phoebe Tonkin and almost everything she posts on Instagram and Twitter but i'm not obsessed just have a strong appreciation.
I'm seventeen and about to go through exams which will determine if I go to university after CCAD and please my parents but I need to start revising and that is another reason for this blog; to release my feelings and motivation for organisation in my life and for exams. I need structure and all I seem to do is read too much, revise too little, go on the internet way too often and depend on other people till I feel i'm even annoying myself. This may also help for UCAS although I doubt i'll share this and I don't live in a teenage drama such as AWKWARD or Glee where this might be impressive to read and give me an English scholarship to Harvard. I feel like this post has become random ramblings of my thoughts so i'll end it here for myself.

This was surprisingly easy to write, since I generally find it hard to write 400 word psychology essays.