Me in a post

I suppose since I don't take A Level English this  blog may not be the most articulate or even make sense at most times but since it's mine and the posts are personal workings from my mind I don't really care.
I need an outlet and as there is going to be huge changes in my life soon I had best get a head start before I become an emotional wreck and start acting depressed during the middle of the day or snap at my best friend who I won't see as often.
Deciding not to go to university straight away was the best decision for me, I wasn't sure what to do and once the Foundation course became an option I felt like I could breath when everyone around me had their worries either shown across there faces, or in my friend Thomas's case pushed down deep into denial of the future.
I won't see my best friend everyday which I have being accustomed to since the age of around five. My friends will be in dorm halls going to freshers without me and maybe even replacing me and give the title to someone who they feel deserves it more. (Being a tad melodramatic here)
Writing this while listening to Sharon Van Etten's- We are fine (title of my blog) probably isn't the best idea. The song meant the end of The Secret Circle, a series I was obsessed with and spent most of year 12 summer watching reruns of. I used to cry just thinking of the ending between Faye and Jake and even if the series was cancelled i'm glad it ended then. This now leads me to have a strong love for Phoebe Tonkin and almost everything she posts on Instagram and Twitter but i'm not obsessed just have a strong appreciation.
I'm seventeen and about to go through exams which will determine if I go to university after CCAD and please my parents but I need to start revising and that is another reason for this blog; to release my feelings and motivation for organisation in my life and for exams. I need structure and all I seem to do is read too much, revise too little, go on the internet way too often and depend on other people till I feel i'm even annoying myself. This may also help for UCAS although I doubt i'll share this and I don't live in a teenage drama such as AWKWARD or Glee where this might be impressive to read and give me an English scholarship to Harvard. I feel like this post has become random ramblings of my thoughts so i'll end it here for myself.

This was surprisingly easy to write, since I generally find it hard to write 400 word psychology essays.